God has been placing an idea on my heart for a week. He initially gave me the idea the beginning of this year. So, for the past few days I’ve been taking time to prioritize this event. For months, I prolonged and procrastinated because fear and anxiety gripped me. I couldn’t make decisions concerning certain things, I was indecisive. In reality, it was the enemy’s way of causing me to move slowly in something God had already confirmed. I started to become agitated with myself. I knew I wasn’t where I could be or should be. Fast forward to Thursday night, I got home and fell asleep. While sleeping God gave me a prophetic dream. In the dream, someone kept asking me for a key. They walked back and forth inside the house looking for the key before leaving. Within minutes they returned. Still asking repeatedly for me to give them the key. I knew where the key was hidden, but fear was holding me back from revealing the key’s location. I said to myself “let go of the fear”. Immediately in the dream I grabbed the key and gave it to the individual. Friday morning when I woke I asked God for the dream’s meaning. I began to go into prayer and he started to reveal the message. During the revelation God was reminding me and encouraging me that: 

-I have the key. 

-The key will bring forth access to resources from the kingdom for myself and others. 

-The key to open doors in the spiritual and natural. 

-He stated I can use to the key to help others obtain what they lack. 

-God also instructed that I don’t hold back the key but use it to glorify him.

- He stated others are in desperate need for me to use the key so they can receive what they are looking for. 

After the prayer, I felt peace in my spirit. I planned to post this that Friday but God had more in store. Sunday morning came and I was contemplating going to Sunday school at 9:45a.m. Followed by worship service at 11a.m. My contemplation caused me to be late. I’m so thankful that I did listen to the spirit say, “go to church”. The Sunday school instructor was teaching on “Jacob’s Dream”. The notes I wrote from Sunday school included:

Devotional: psalms 42:1-5 Background scriptures: Gen 28:10-22 (God’s promises are our dreams)

I didn’t read the scriptures at the time, all I read was “Jacob’s Dream” written on the board. I could feel the glory of God resting in the sanctuary. It was like God was talking directly to me through the words and testimonies everyone shared. Time permitted us from finishing the entire lesson, but I was in expectation of God revealing himself even the more in the next service. He surely wasn’t finished. Confirmation and revelation flowed into worship service. The pastor preached “He already gave you permission”. Below are my notes from that sermon:

He already gave you permission Matthew 14:29 “He said, come” x. no need to ask when we already got permission x. Someone needs my dedication to the lord x. God help me get out of this mess x. God there is a message in this somewhere x. The more you grow the more problems the enemy has x. do what god has given you to do x. Seek God like we know we should, have the heart of God. x. My testimony, my witnessing is the key

- to get someone else saved 

Today was my first time reading the scriptures from the Sunday school lesson. I automatically went into tears of worship. The scriptures hit my spirit strongly. Earlier this year my pastor had given me the scripture Psalms 42:1-5 to read. The exact Sunday school scriptures. I could hear God saying, “trust me, it’s all working together for your good”. I have to stop and minister this unto every individual reading this post: 

“I don’t know what your situation is but I speak peace, strength, and trust. May God do what he said he will do in you and for you. I speak obedience and faith over your life. I declare God prove himself to you. That his glory settles into your situations. God open the flood gates of heaven. God pour into your people that they may pour out.” Amen. 

I know I have a calling on my life. I know I’m anointed. I know God has his hand over me. But I’m still learning to trust him. When you are in a process it can be very hard to know that you know everything will come to past. It seems like the more I truly believe what God says about my life than the harder it gets to actually put myself in those positions. Maybe that’s my issue, I’m looking at my own capabilities instead of looking at the God of the impossible. I have to trust God in spite of. I have to lean not on my own understanding(Proverbs 3:5-6). I have to become more grounded in the word and my prayer life. Consistency is the missing link. I hope this blog post touched everyone in some way or form. God bless. 

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Key Verse:

John 7:38 "He believeth on me, as the scripture hath said, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water"

Key Word:

Waver- hesitation between one direction and another