Goodafternoon. I hope all is well. I feel led to share this with you. Just a little bit of why I've been MIA. I'll keep this as straight to the point as possible. So God wants to use me at the magnitude he desires but change within has to happen. There is a type of life, heart, and mind God has for me. I can feel God saying “new requirements”. My desire has always been to be used by God. But to hear him say “well done my good & faithful servant” I must live a particular lifestyle. I think back to my first time I heard those words from God. It was a time where I was devoted daily to prayer, fasting, tithing, reading the word. A time where dedication to the kingdom was part of my identity. In those times God used me in ways never imagined. I become speechless trying to describe the glory of those days. Tears fill my eyes at the thought of the miraculous things I witnessed. Being impactful & effective to the kingdom must be my priority. God has graced me with gifts, talents, and assignments all which I want to use to draw people to him. There is a new standard of accountability God is calling me towards. I can’t live & do as pleased while trying to heal, deliver, set free through Christ. There are souls depending on me. God is depending on me. I'm not perfect I will make mistakes but my mind is made up. Lord I want to be a pure vessel. God is calling me deeper. My willingness to give up things shows just how bad I want to be close to him. I need to know, see, and feel God in a way I never have. I want to draw souls to the kingdom. If that means learning to fight with everything in me to die of my flesh daily then Lord I will.

Lord increase the seriousness of your kingdom & your people within me. Lord I don’t want you to hold back on me. Lord I want to be ready for every season. Amen.

LUKE 12:48

"From everyone who has been given much, much will be demanded; and from the one who has been entrusted with much, much more will be asked..."

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