For weeks the enemy tried to cause confusion between the promise and the process over my life. I began to feel like I was drowning and draining from the process. I know that God uses process to help transform us to the version of ourselves that the promise and people need. But most recently I began to question how and if the process was beneficial. I started to overwhelm myself with many questions. I became emotional, agitated, and irritated. My emotions allowed my mind to focus not on things above. I wasn't tightly connected to the spirit so I began to stumble over the things my eyes could see. I took a step back and evaluated myself. I asked God "Where am I going wrong?" in my thinking and actions. He showed me that I began to let the feelings that come with tarrying cause me to faint. I began to faint emotionally, spiritually, and physically. God began to bring scriptures and sermons that uplifted me. Such as

1. Colossians 3:2 Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things.

2. Isaiah 40:31 but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

3. 2 Thessalonians 3:13 And as for you, brothers and sisters, never tire of doing what is good.

Just as these scriptures brought life unto me I pray they impact you the same. God allows us to go through processes to shine his glory upon us, to draw others, and lead us to the promise. You many go through process after process but keep your hope in the Lord. Renew your hope in him daily. Don't allow the emotions and feelings consume you. It can make you forget to put on your spiritual googles. And when life tries to fog up your vision, feed your mind, body, and soul with the word of God. Mark everything attached to you with the blood. Exodus 12:13 says "And the blood shall be to you for a token upon the houses where ye are: and when I see the blood, I will pass over you, and the plague shall not be upon you to destroy you, when I smite the land of Egypt". Remember to mark yourself, family, process, and promise with the blood of Jesus. Therefore when the plagues of life come to destroy you they will flee because the blood of Jesus has security and protection over you. Keep going through your process because you haven't seen the FULLNESS of his promise for you YET.

Prayer is important.